The one you love with somebody else.

I hate that you never worry about.

I hate that i'm the one that cares about.

I hate tha't i'm the only one that thinks about it.

Just loose it.

JUST LOOSE IT!

The leading lady

There's just no sens at all. Keep hushing yourself to die, give your breath, heart and stomach.

There's just no sens at all, keep preserving you from a misery. That one caind of misery that I honestly am starting to believe is less hard then the effort to avoid it. Just don't expect your salvation from a human being. Cause a human being is made of flesh, so forget about it. I mean it. Why keeping afraid of the day that it might come? Why just make your own life free of that possibility? And be on your own, a free and beautifull leading lady of your life.

Anyone

I'm tired of that.

Be brave.

I'm not gonna blaim ANYONE for my unhappiness.

What about

What about be on my computer and be hurted by someting you saw there?

WHAT ABOUT?

;)

The end is near...

I don't even know what I want!

Witch life is the life that makes me happy? Am I someone that likes to be in an relationship? Or am I a the caind of girl that prefer to be "on her own"? Those questions are absolutly ridiculous if we have in mind that most people are looking for someone to be hold by, to say that we love them and to make those romantic promisses.

But here it is, I don't know what caind of girl I am.

And aparently i've choose one of them.

Fuuuuck!

We're On.

It's a much more hopefull time, i've acctualy achieved a great part of one of the things i've been lookink for.

And it keep's getting better.